BigFatOofta

Hi. I have something I need to confess. I don't like it....confession that is. Do I do it? Yes. Do I do it with the correct motivation or often enough? Ummm....*cough cough*... For some reason it is easier to confess to people when they are not MY HUSBAND. I have realized this lately and when you dig deep, and then deeper still, there's a whole lot going on. Here is a taste of what has been going through my everlovingtothinkprocess brain. I'm gonna start with an outline and then unpack all of it. For my own sake of trying to get everything out in an organized fashion. 1. I can confess to people that are not my husband easily and readily enough because:  a) they don't know me as well and  b) I don't have as much to "lose" 2. Why do I have a hard time with my husband? a) He knows me better than anyone b) When you are married you see yourself, who you really are, in a mirror. You can no longer "avoid" looking for imperfections or ways to gr...